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| Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
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third person
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From across the street, he looks up and raises a hand in greeting.. Attempts a sad smile.. Fails.. Gives up altogether.. and bows his head once more..
A sad soul plodding on.
He goes on, trying not to let it show.. But deep inside he's broken, battered and bleeding.
The burden just won't seem to lift.
I wish I could share his burden.. but I can't. Perhaps no one can, except for the One he has chosen to follow. But the road is narrow, long and hard. Yet somehow, he knows he'll get there someday..
Home.
How he wishes others could come home with him, too. But they seem beyond reach his reach. They go their own way. He feels helpless.
Anguish fills his heart.
He wonders if God must feel the same. Did God feel the same way for him back when he too was still lost and stubbornly going his own way? Towards ruin..
Self-destruction.
The answer is no. No, God probably feels even more strongly than anyone could ever imagine. Not only for him back then, but also for them who are still lost and who have yet to find the Way..
Who have yet to find their way home.
He cries out and prays that God would bring them home.
If it be His will, then please let it be his consolation.Labels: inside the self, the walk |
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| Sunday, April 27, 2008 |
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floating
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Thanks for the parachute.
Yeah.. I'm getting better at this...Labels: -bleep-, inside the self |
| posted by remrick @ 3:16 PM |
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| Tuesday, April 22, 2008 |
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walking in the sun
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So this is how it feels, eh?
Weird. It's all warm and bright.. After the long cold, it feels so alien and yet so strangely welcome.. But if I am left with no choice, then the outward appearance of ice must needs remain..
But nevertheless..
So this is how it feels... |
| posted by remrick @ 3:36 PM |
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homework
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I need to learn to read people better...
That would eliminate a whole lot of problems...  Labels: inside the self |
| posted by remrick @ 3:24 PM |
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| Friday, April 18, 2008 |
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the long drop
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Here it comes again...
and here I go again...
If this one's for real, then somebody please hand me a parachute.Labels: -bleep- |
| posted by remrick @ 3:08 PM |
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| Friday, April 04, 2008 |
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concern
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It's strange.
They hope I'm okay...
Mentors always seem to have a way of knowing... *Sighs*Labels: inside the self, the walk |
| posted by remrick @ 4:23 PM |
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Name: remrick
Home: Surigao City, Philippines
About Me: Let me tell you what I'm not:
I am not predisposed to bare my guts and soul here in the internet for the whole world to see just for the sake of it. It's just that I like writing, in the free and unstructured way that blogging provides for. I simply want to express what I think and feel. Is that too much to ask? Which leads me to my next point...
I am not invulnerable, in spite of all my attempts to put on a face of cool composure, and desperately wanting I was good enough to fool myself.
In short, I am not really what I seem.
So, would you still take my ramblings seriously?
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