Ranting away...

Saturday, April 28, 2007
Incoherence and Obscurity

7:05 pm
April 27, 2007

*Splat!*
And my left foot lands in a puddle, somewhere in the darkness outside the Shopping Center. Ugh.

I'm surprised to see the signs apparently left behind by a recent but brief downpour. After a very hot day, it had rained - probably sometime during my confinement in cyberspace, cooped up in an internet cafe and hooked in front of a flat-screen monitor.

The moment I stepped outside, I could feel the awful humidity in the air. I make a face at the icky feeling. It reminds me of Baguio during the rainy months - sans the fog (replaced by smog) and the pine trees (replaced by acacias), and probably 10 degrees hotter.

I make my way back to the dorm, absorbed in my own thoughts. They race inside my head:
I hope I don't run into -bleep!-... I gotta go get some food... I have to fetch my laundry later... What will I do for the rest of the night? When will I start preparing for my reports? Will I ever get done? Are the latest AI episodes out on the local network already?

I momentarily push those musings aside, far back into farthest possible corner of my mind.
One thing at a time. I'll get to each of those later. Or will I? Yeah, sure. I wish.

*Sigh*
Just another day. Like rain the middle of summer. And red skies at night. Muddled thoughts and a gamut of tangled emotions. It just doesn't make sense. I can't make any sense.

I have to get home. And be alone with myself again. I need to wake myself up.
We need to talk.

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