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| Sunday, February 17, 2008 |
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out of place and misunderstood
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I am...
Even in, and more painfully, in Christian company...
With my friends, they just can't relate to my struggles...
With my Christian brothers, I just don't fit in... They've all got their 'batches' and each one's closer to their batchmates than everyone else... I don't have that... I'm alone...
Sorry if this post is so lame and pathetic (I know right?), but right now, I'd just rather have self-pity than pride...
It's time to retreat back into the shadows again...
I don't wanna go to church this afternoon... I know what Scripture says about that, but it's not a question of knowledge, but willpower... not of knowing, I've had enough of that, but of doing...
I just can't make myself want to go...
Sigh...Labels: inside the self |
posted by remrick @ 3:26 PM  |
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Name: remrick
Home: Surigao City, Philippines
About Me: Let me tell you what I'm not:
I am not predisposed to bare my guts and soul here in the internet for the whole world to see just for the sake of it. It's just that I like writing, in the free and unstructured way that blogging provides for. I simply want to express what I think and feel. Is that too much to ask? Which leads me to my next point...
I am not invulnerable, in spite of all my attempts to put on a face of cool composure, and desperately wanting I was good enough to fool myself.
In short, I am not really what I seem.
So, would you still take my ramblings seriously?
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