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| Tuesday, April 11, 2006 |
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bad mood
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it sucks. big time.
it sucks when people tell you what to do; when they dictate the manner by which you should act; or when they make (usually snide) side comments on the way you should live your life. and its worse when you have to put up with all these people who want to dominate you and think that they can stick their noses in every damned detailed aspect of your tortured existence in this cruelly imperfect world. aaargh. who do they think they are, anyway?
well, i've got news to all those people out there. i'm fed up. i'm sick and tired of all you nagging, domineering and vile characters who think you can tell me what to do. i'm through with putting up with you and conforming to yours and other people's standards. i no longer care about what you think and i will no longer heed your annoying remarks (even if they are made in jest)... even if it means avoiding and ignoring you like the plague or glaring at you with unmasked malevolence.
no more Mr. Nice Guy.
if anybody so much as hints that i'm doing something wrong or that i should do this or that, watch out. you have definitely not seen the worst of me yet...
sigh. i don't know why i've been feeling so messed up these past few weeks. i'm in a foul mood. and my notorious temper (something all four of us siblings seem to have inherited - presumably from one of our grandparents) is raring to lash out at the slightest provocation. i haven't acted and had emotional outbursts like this for almost a year, already. all that time i've been keeping it all in. but just because i prefer silence or choose to remain quiet doesn't mean that people can boss me around. no way. maybe i just couldn't keep it inside me any longer ... putting up with everything... ah, i don't know. i'm all messed up right now.
PS: and oh, mom and dad... if you happen to read this (if by chance -and a fat chance that is- that you happen to find out about my friendster blog), rest assured that you're not among those "vile characters" i mentioned above, okay?
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Name: remrick
Home: Surigao City, Philippines
About Me: Let me tell you what I'm not:
I am not predisposed to bare my guts and soul here in the internet for the whole world to see just for the sake of it. It's just that I like writing, in the free and unstructured way that blogging provides for. I simply want to express what I think and feel. Is that too much to ask? Which leads me to my next point...
I am not invulnerable, in spite of all my attempts to put on a face of cool composure, and desperately wanting I was good enough to fool myself.
In short, I am not really what I seem.
So, would you still take my ramblings seriously?
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